Which is silly.
As no one(or at least barely no one), reads this damn thing.
The only thought I've had in my head for a while is this one, and I feel like sharing it because I'm sure there are many out there who feel the same way:
Don't ask me what I'm doing. I'm not sure anymore.
To those that might read this, sorry for the moderately depressing post, didn't mean to ruin anyone's hour.